Sometimes an apology is not enough. Its been two hours since his last drink. AU. So Bobby lets the silence stretch and settle, with little more than the steady whirring and beeping of the hospital machines at his side to encroach on the quiet. It was just a normal shift, a normal day, until he noticed an unfamiliar Floater walk out of the Firehouse. Buck is struggling, Maddie and Eddie help. A Navy Seal who was injured on the tour. Hes shocked at the things he sees because all of the ingredients are sitting on the kitchen table and Eddies just looking at them like he doesnt know what to do first. And youll be with Grant, right?. You promised that you wouldnt leave Buck. Hen said and he sighed deeply, turning slowly to face her. I had him do the coffee run, you know, change of scenery. He can be excused for forgetting his contacts. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. Eddie why Bucks still laughing and trying to catch his breath but he continues. Buck tries to ignore the pang in his heart. 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Pre-Relationship Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz. The team gives him anxious glances when they get back, watching him closely as he takes off his gear and walks upstairs. Or can his new and old life blend seamlessly into something better? He loved being able to send polaroids home to his dads.". Inevitable that hes feeling Bobbys hands grip against his turnout, still askew and half-off where Chimney once was, hands running up his chest while he checked for injuries. It was like playing the guitar once again had awoken something in him hed buried long ago. "The F18 soared across the open water, a few thousand feet above the hard deck. Protective Athena Grant. You could have woken me up and felt very guilty afterwards.. Still nothing. - Murmura Eddie en su cabello para luego separarse un poco, sin romper el abrazo pero para verlo a los ojos. Buck, you took the Captain's exam and passed it on the first try. 'Just keep swimming,' he agreed, pressing a kiss into Chris's hair.". But he only takes advantage of Buck.Months later he finds out that he is pregnant.He has to cope with many problems. It did hurt though." Maddie said. His team finally realizes how much Buck has changed. Or, Buck wakes up at 4 am for two weeks and feels like he's losing his mind. Buck needs a firm hand sometimes, and Bobby is just the person to provide it. It's hard telling thembut it's even worse watching them not know what to do. Please consider turning it on! Well, I know youre probably use to eating MREs butBobbys been teaching me how to cook. Set in New York City, Detective Olivia Benson and her husband Elliot Stabler have a 6 year old daughter named Josephine. Badly injured, he waits for his team. Buck and Eddie have heart-to-heart about Buck's sperm donation choice. He takes Bucks other hand in his and interlocks their fingers. this is basically a collection of shorts and what if's that have been on my mind for a while. This is a rewrite of my 1st fic I wrote. Buck remembers his first New Years kiss, crowded up against the wall of an alley in New York with his best friend of two years pushing him back. Figures he will run out just as he begins to accept its time to find a life he can bear living. Music made him feel complete. Bad Things Happen Bingo: Sensory Deprivation, Ch 1: Eddie's POV of the Lightning Strike and aftermath.Ch 2: Bobby's POVCh 3: Buck's POV, Pre-6b Speculative Fic.So spoilers of sorts if you haven't seen the promos/clips. Just a cold.. Buck has problems with his team after the lawsuit. Through pure adrenaline he was scaling the ladder, acutely aware that he was screamingvoice cracking through the thunder begging Buck to be okay and to just hold on. His eyes are screwed shut, and he is grinding his teeth so tight that they will break. Content warnings: lightning, emergency, cardiac arrest, pain, lightning strike, electrocution, contact injury, side flash, blast injury, heights, hospitals, passing out, loss of consciousness, panic attacks, anxiety, description of anxiety and panic, manipulation, threats of using a child to gain compliance but not in a violent or hostile way (just them using Christopher to get Buck and Eddie to not be dumb but still deserves a warning because that is kind of a sketchy manipulation tactic). Evan "Buck" Buckley & Christopher Diaz & Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) Eddie Diaz & Shannon Diaz (9-1-1 TV) Ana Flores (9-1-1 TV) Christopher Diaz (9-1-1 TV) Maddie Buckley. Through pure adrenaline he was scaling the ladder, acutely aware that he was screamingvoice cracking through the thunder begging Buck to be okay and to just hold on. He wished he could have more but he would take what he could get. Or, Oliver Stark posted a picture this morning and Ferno lost their marbles. You need to hold on, a voice says to him, were almost there, were so close Buck, were so close. Please give me another chance? Something is definitely wrong, and Eddie is scared shitless. Unable to help himself, Buck starts moving, maneuvering around the people that are still standing there and watching what is happening with the patient. A helmet that should be on the head of the figure collapsed on the ground yards away. Eddie is too far gone in the wrong way for anything good to come out of this, but Eddie knows hes not going anywhere. Buck is dejected. In the aftermath of the shooting, Buck visits Bobby in the hospital, and they have a long-overdue conversation. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. Theyd both been too young and too drunk to care about much other than the ball dropping and getting each others clothes off to notice the snow that had started to fall around them. Eddie took on the weight with ease, turning just enough so their eyes met. Maybe the umpteenth time's the charm. New reworked version hopefully with less mistakes. Buck left the 118 six years ago and he only kept in touch with Chris. 24, 2020 - Bitmain - the world's leading producer of cryptocurrency mining hardware continues its partnership with one of the few Nasdaq-listed cryptocurrency mining companies - Riot Blockchain ("Riot. Their faces met, just inches apart, Eddie refraining from doing anything he might regret, like kissing Buck. The 118 looks at him in confusion. In the aftermath of a lightning strike, Buck and Eddie have a conversation. 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Eddie is cuddling a very sleepy Buck, who just so happens to be wearing Eddie's work coat. Eddie is holding out hope that Buck had just accidentally fallen asleep there and he really didnt think that when Eddie said Youre always welcome to the other half of the bed Buck he wasnt being serious. Blackouts arent exactly an everyday occurrence, but theyre not unheard of. (Oh yeah, and Eddie is surprisingly vulnerable. Almost on instinct, Buck reached out to rub at his previously deemed injured leg, the one that was still covered in scars. Buck would do anything to protect the people he loves, even reopen old scars that he thought were sealed forever. The universe gifts Buck and Eddie a surprise on their first anniversary. How do you know I didn't fall asleep? He asks with a mischievous smirk. Unfortunately, in a very difficult time. Rated mature because I don't know where this is going and this all started as a dream I had. tip: buffy gen teen AND "no archive warnings apply". A helmet that should be on the head of the figure collapsed on the ground yards away. Rated mature because I don't know where this is going and this all started as a dream I had. But its fine because eventually my boss will fire me again and none of my friends will want to hang out with me anymore. 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All of that means nothing to him, really. He has been hiding his dragon's existence since he joined the 118. - Pregunta con una sonrisa maliciosa. It's a more emotional process than Eddie had expected. While the amnesia is temporary, perhaps what he learns from a brief fresh start won't be.------Or, the typical Buck gets amnesia fic that everybody loves. Buck is kidnapped by a serial killer a couple of days after the lawsuit. Eddie Diaz was jealous, Buck was way too popular not only with women but with everyone. I don't know what am I supposed to do? "Eddie Begins" but Buck ends up stuck 50 feet underground with Eddie. Shed wanted to scream, but hed covered her mouth so she couldnt scream. 5 times Eddie gifts candles to Buck and 1 time Buck does. He tells no one. Eddie was cleaning out one of the drawers in Buck's bedside table when he froze and sat down on the bed hard. AU. It occurs to Eddie later this is the closest hes ever been to punching a superior. 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Because of the lawsuit, everyone has turned their backs on him. Buck is trying to move on after been abandoned by his ex, Eddie is learning to deal with his disability, until a fire throws them both together and Bucks need to help people pushes him close to crossing the line with work but is he willing to give his job up for something meaningful. Or: a self-indulgent Buck and Chris napping together fic. Who is this man? She had woken up to a dark figure in the room. "Hi," Buck manages to reply, though it comes out slightly strangled. Buck celebrates Christmas together with his boyfriend. He is lonely and gets involved with a man. He met someone once, years ago with matching scars and haunted eyes who had told him, "You either get better, or you die, Evan. in which Evan "Buck" Buckley is an aviator, Eddie Diaz is jealous, and Chimney would really like to know why that man's name is Bradley Bradshaw. Buck hears about Daniel, the team ignores him, everything falls apart but one night it breaks; without having anyone disappears to look for himself. He took her from camp that night. Buck, you did something no other Captain has ever done and thats extraordinary., Buck lowers his head and whispers, I just IId feel a lot better if you were going to be there with me.__________. He never saw her again after that, and he's never gathered the courage to look her up and find out which path she took. Athena had managed to knock some sense into Bobby and he was finally welcomed back to the 118 with open arms. Shit. Buck and Eddie's relationship through the years, but through the eyes of Hen. "Look, I tried to be careful, I tried to keep myself safe-". It doesnt so much surprise him that he felt this way, rather that he didnt feel as strongly as this before. He wants to drift away, but there is a weight holding his hand, and it anchors him still. He's spent the last few years learning how to trust himself and others again, will a couple of chance encounters with those he used to call family change all that? A real family. Feeling like the 118 would never take him back, wouldn't try to understand why he started the lawsuit, would only see him as exhausting, Buck decided that it was time for a change. Work Search: He knows that his captain has a sad past that no one talks about. Hes also pissed at me for some reason and it kind of feels like we broke up a few hours ago and I dont know why. They've been sharing a bed most nights now, and Eddie wakes one morning to find Buck sucking his thumb. Look at those arms. He has nothing left to give. - Cmo sabes que no me haba quedado dormido? 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His mind freezes on the man. healthcare worker discounts 2021 hotels; st georges university grenada world ranking; primary doctors in colorado springs; riflessi apparel 2020; cassidy hubbarth baby father Buck shrugs half-heartedly. Rain, crashing against the visor, the flashlight still on and flickering in the storm. meaning of boo boo in a relationship Search. He let an arm fall over Bucks back, placing a large hand going over the shoulder that was pressed into the bed. 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While Josie is sleeping, a week after they had been at camp, a young man, supposedly a camp counselor, came into Josies room while she was sleeping, unknown to anyone else. Eddie thinks his boys are safe, but is soon to discover the complete opposite. Surprisingly, it is the most talkative among them that holds the most secrets. Athena Grant and Bobby Nash are Evan "Buck" Buckley and Maddie Buckley's Parents, Maddie Buckley Acting as Evan "Buck" Buckley's Parental Figure. He was looking for an answer, hes pretty sure - the answer, whatever that means. tip: katekyou "alternate universe" sort:>words, Choose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply, Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings (126), Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) (250), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) (75), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Maddie Buckley (47), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Firehouse 118 Crew (38), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Christopher Diaz (9-1-1 TV) (30), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Henrietta "Hen" Wilson (25), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Howie "Chimney" Han (22), Pre-Relationship Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (48). I just left the 118, He defends and she shakes her head. I know it took a long time but here is your fic ;)). He could have lost both of his boys today and yet here they are right in front of him. Tomorrows one year. His whole form is trembling like a fucking leaf and his chest is rising and falling unevenly with each ragged breath and with the way hes trying to hold back the whimpers stuck in his throat, Buck looks like he is on the edge of falling apart. But to answer your question, there's nothing that has me anxious or worried, everything is fine.. Thats just so He lets out a strangled laugh. Without thinking, Eddie took his hand, pulling Buck up sharply. Both were silently sending out a prayer toward him. Their faces met, just inches apart, Eddie refraining from doing anything he might regret, like kissing Buck. What will their lives be like? Eddies mouth drops into a little o of understanding. Hes reached through fire and over cliff sides, across blood-soaked asphalt and between a decades worth of trauma, all for Eddie. There, by chance, he meets Buck. This - this is nothing. And she fights anyone who harms Buck. Buck was back a day when the people he considered family continued to ignore him unless on calls. - No estabas roncando. Josephine has always tried her hardest to stay away from strangers, never talk to anyone she doesnt know and always go to her sister Kathleen when she needs to feel safe when their parents arent around or at school. I didn't want to drag you into my shit again. Buck gets burned at work and worries that he's blown his shot with Eddie when he runs late to meet his friends. Suicide Attempt. Everywhere he has gone, he's been chased or thrown out for being himself with his dragon. Buck was tired, okay. Youve worked hard to achieve this without anyone giving you anything. Buck is mortified, and Eddie is comforting, and they talk and even laugh a bit. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. Youre the youngest firefighter to ever make Captain within the LAFD! Taylor ''catches'' Buck and Eddie sleeping together. He would hold on for that voice if he could - he thinks he wants to try, if only so he never has to hear the pain laced through every syllable coming from their mouth. They don't mob him. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. Buck thought that Eddie felt the same, that their feelings of more than just being platonic best friends was mutual. But a simple question sends him into an anxiety attack. Maybe with a little help, you can even begin to heal. Hed taken a few pictures during his time in the Navy, mostly of Bradley or the sky. Buck stops because hes not sure how Eddie will take it if he offers to cook for him. - Hay algo preocupndote? In turn that causes worry for Olivia and Elliot. Buck smiles at Eddie and then continues. Buck wants to give Chris everything he wants, but will he be able to come back to LA and face everyone? He is introverted and afraid. He remembered the bruises Eddie would subtly try to hide and how he couldn't even get his friend an ice pack out of fear of Eddie's temper. Uh, one year since. I just worry, I want you to be safe, but I want you to be great too.. Buck has never been scared of the dark before, but this feels different, somehow. Eddie lets a confession slip while stuck in the dregs of sleep, and Buck panics about it. Work Search: Bucks eyes go wide and then he starts laughing. Bucks hit by lightning and Eddies has no choice but to wait for him to wake up. Buck is sure they will make it out alive, what he's not sure about is whether his friends will still be able to look him in the face at the end. His whole form is trembling like a fucking leaf and his chest is rising and falling unevenly with each ragged breath and with the way hes trying to hold back the whimpers stuck in his throat, Buck looks like he is on the edge of falling apart. He tells no one. "Hey," Eddie says, and Buck wonders if he's imagining that Eddie's voice is deeper than before. Buck wasnt the mother of his kid, or his army buddies that hed fought in battle with. Team TVLine recently listed "the irrefutable romantic chemistry between 9-1-1 's Buck and Eddie" as one of the TV blessings for which we're most thankful and we're . Every time he said it made Eddie believe him less and less. A step that now Buck was going to be late for. Buck has gone through extensive therapy to be in the place that he is currently. And the grin Chris gave him when he did thatjust, wow. He almost lost Bucktwice. Maybe, umif thats okI meanis that ok with you?, Eddies cheeks become flushed and he looks at Buck. Im okay, babe, Buck said with a sigh. suddenly evan buckley feels like maybe he has a fighting chance. Eddie joins the 118. There were many moments in the army hell, in the Dairy Freeze he worked in the summers in high school where the inclination wouldve made much more sense than a figure he viewed as family. 911buck firststory +7 more # 2 Shots Fired! Please consider turning it on! "What, uhm, what are you doing in LA?". One Saturday changed everything. strike that motherfucker with lightning and put him in a coma!! suddenly evan buckley feels like maybe he has a fighting chance. You weren't snoring. Eddie has an even more mischievous grin on his face. Im home.. And then I saw you. What are we supposed to". (Or, Buck self-harms. Ritter Gallo and Buck friendship-- Casey is going to need something strong. The Eddie voice catches and stops. Buck finally reached his magic awakening, where it would be unbound. The team ignores Buck after the lawsuit.They don't realize that he is being raped just a few feet away during the shift.Buck breaks with the team and leaves LA. will I ever write the Buckley parents as nice? Eddie really did think it was pretty.And what an odd thought that was. He knows that his captain has a sad past that no one talks about. Please consider turning it on! ----It's all fluff and sweetness here. His eyes are screwed shut, and he is grinding his teeth so tight that they will break. Please give me another chance? He loved the feeling of flying; the strange part of him felt grounded the higher he went, more connected to himself the more altitude he gained. The aftermath is heavy. When what felt like the longest silence had passed, Buck finally went on. They could hear the rain plumping against the window, the soft sounds decreasing Buck his anxiety. ", "Am I uh do you do you think I deserve to be happy?". It doesnt so much surprise him that he felt this way, rather that he didnt feel as strongly as this before. Instead, hes unilaterally focused on the helmet sitting on the ground as innocently as if someone placed it there. *Or lightning 6B spec fic because I have zero self-control. They'd both been too young and too drunk to care about much other than the ball dropping and getting each other's clothes off to notice the snow that had started to fall around them. Courtesy of Fox. After the wave hits, Buck manages to get Christopher atop the fire engine, but his injuries leave them stranded. Even though he was shorter and less broad than Buck, Eddie had a way of making him feel small. A fill for the fic_promptly prompt: Author's choice, author's choice, four seasons in one day. 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When he eventually returned to LA, things had settled. Hes gone through a lot, he knows that. Without thinking, Eddie took his hand, pulling Buck up sharply. Buck was still trapped under ten tons of metal. self-soothing Embarrassment Buck secretly sucks his thumbs sometimes and Eddie accidentally sees him doing it Emotional Hurt/Comfort Fluff and Humor Misunderstandings Pacifiers Light Angst Eddie Diaz Needs to Use Actual Words (9-1-1 TV) They've been sharing a bed most nights now, and Eddie wakes one morning to find Buck sucking his thumb.